
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
it comes in and out in and out in and out in my head. lots of times. I really wonder if that is the call for me to go out to serve. yea. I really think very hard on it. at a moment before I made up my mind to not join. but yes, thanks to the phone call today by adeline and the "ogl meeting" today that we had, I start to ponder a lot.
joining the council would means lots of stuffs I have to give up - from good academic results all the way to my leisure time, my nice holidays at sentosa and lots of stuffs perhaps. I know it will look nice on my portfolio. very nice in fact. every single event that i attended I can take up. i can make more frens. know more people, expand my social network, and fall within that safety net.
yes, but of course not joining would like mean more time. i can explore in new places. I can take a look at different areas in life. in CIP, something that I wanted to do so badly. I charted out this CIP route for myselves. Council is no longer much of a challenge - I have some tips on time management. yes there will still be sweat, but I fear that I may get too cocky, too proud if I join council. I wanna go for something that will make me fall, something that I will have to sweat for. something that I can fight for. not some event that is compulsory for me to do.
yeap. I know the very last factor perhaps. Is God's calling. it's the final decision factor. after that I will learn to take on the R and E well. there's somewhere I have to learn to accept that I cannot be the top always. =) yeap.
yea... so let's really just pray for the revelation for this. =)
Kevin Ang Qi Ye @ 4:26 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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